you know when you get that sudden rush of excitement
and then 5 seconds later you realize how many responsibilities you have
how you’re single
how you are doing nothing
and suddenly you don’t feel excited anymore
i just need somebody to love
i need a boyfriend
i want to wake up in the morning in a shirt and undies and make breakfast with him
cuddle and watch movies together
kiss and stuff
someone to always talk to and go out with
ugh that would be great
its a really big plus when the male pornstars are fuckin attractive
like who is this guy i wanna watch him a lot more
when i watch pretty little liars i get so revved up because there are so many hot people on that show
i mean cmon now Ezra & Toby get in my pants you hot motherfuckers
Paige and Emily are a hot hot couple
like you cant blame me for this
i dont want to do certain things because im afraid people will judge me
i always pay attention to what people think of me
even though i shouldnt i really do
im not saying i dont love because i do love maybe too much sometimes
i just idk i dont imagine people loving me
a guy getting butterflies or having his heart start to beat harder when he sees me
woah
i wish i had a highschool sweetheart
i actually no i dont want to do anything
i dont want to work this summer
i dont want to
i just want to go to the beach
and party
and have fun not work idk do that sorry bye
i want to go to a party like project x
i wanna go crazy
but instead im here doing nothing
any one else have an ice cube addiction like i do?
i go through more than 10 cups a day
maybe people do care about me as much as i care about them
i just wish they would show it
it would be nice for someone to text me or call me saying
“this made me think of you”
“i thought about you today”
“come over”
“i need you”
Everyone’s always like “I used to be an honors kid.” Yeah well I was never an honors kid
